An important listener

Who do you usually talk to when you have trouble??Friends? Lover?? Parents??
But have you ever had the experience that you don't know who you should talk to when you are in a dilemma?? I was in this similar situation few days ago.

Usually, if I have any difficulty, I will definitely talk to one of my cousins or my dear friends and they always give me support. But now, I'm in Sydney and I couldn't see them or contact them very often. Beside them, parents are other good "listeners" for me. However, I'm sure they won't totally understand me this time and if I tell them, I will worry them. Maybe you will ask why I didn't tell my friends here, I just can say......I tried...but.....

I know when I tell anyone about this worry, they would think I just considerate too much. I also know it's impossible to totally understand some one's feeling because somebody else do not stay in the same situation. So, I just kept it in secret but until yesterday.

I think I am lucky, at least there is one who understands or tries to understand my feeling. To be honest, what I need is not an efficient solution or any comfortable saying. What I really need is just a "listener" who is willing to spend me few minutes and not to stop me when I raise my worry.

Now I feel much better after talking to you. I'm really grateful to you for your help. I think I will make the greatest decision soon.